Monday, September 19, 2011

Broken and shattered

I thought I had quit trying.....then the call came that someone else in the family died suddenly.....21 years old and gone in a flash. A life of suddenness. She was always full of living, enjoying, laughing, trying, and now......she is gone. Another space in my heart ripped out.
Home from the funeral and once again a call....NO...this can't be happening...but yes another passing, and more passing's to come through out this year. How much can a heart take? one after another until the heart just goes numb. Why? no room to grieve, no room to learn to accept, just more sadness and pain. I look forward to this year ending except for the fact no one knows what is just around the corner.......will another boot fall?

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